This photo is of a sketch book I was filling with Galaxies. It was my way of practicing techniques without the fear of failure on a larger canvas. It's still not finished. But I hope to soon finish filling the whole book. It became a source of therapy for me. Each finished galaxy would then get an inspirational quote of some sort, or a reflection of what I was feeling that day.
These are all things I made after I moved to NC and before I really got a place of my own to do what ever the hell I wanted. All of these are things I created in a time of my Life that was not so great. A time where I more or less neglected my own self of Identity in favor of others. I've grown a lot and I am finally in a point of my life where I am no longer sacrificing my identiy to make me acceptable to people who don't matter.
I could just ignore this time. But I want to include what little I did create as a record and maybe motivation for anyone else who is having to live as a fraction of themselves. It gets better. Keep pushing, and do what is right for *you*. Not those around you.
When I first started painting galaxies, I used it as an opportunity to make paintings of some of my favorite bands at the time.
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30 Seconds To Mars
Falling in Reverse
Starset
Black Veil Brides
It IS my plan to go back and make some more for other bands I love. But it took a back burner as it has been awhile since I painted galaxies and I feel I've lost my touch.
I made these two for someone on Twitter way back when. Dude loved Werewolves and WOW and I felt like making something. And honestly? I'm really happy with how they turned out. Even if they didn't keep them, it was good for me.
Made these two for my sister.
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This one was the first time I tried to embroider onto a painting.
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This is obviously a song from Mulan. Also I had never painted a moon before. I've gotten a lot better.
These two were also gifts.
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To a friend I worked with, in reference to her adorable kitty.
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This one I made for a good friend of mine. She had lost her last two rats and it was heartbreaking. She was done with raising rats for awhile and I wanted to give a tribute for her.
I still have the photo of when she opened it. And it'll be just for me to cherish. Happy and sad tears were had.
Back when 3D printing was still a distant thought for me, I ordered these two succulent plant holders so I could paint them and give them to a friend of mine.
Now, I've done this again later in life where I printed it myself. So I've learned a lot more when it comes to painting these type of things!